Currently Listening The Sweet Escape By Gwen Stefani see related

wow.... its been a long time since i've been on xanga. so i've been bored and took yet again, more pictures.

but xanga's not letting me put them up. gay xanga.

I have so much to talk about. oh and please leave some comments and show some love.

oh oh guess what. i finally got to change my earring yesterday in my cartlage. it hurt, but only for a second. so i can wear a small hoop earring in it now. yay. yesterday my mom hugged me but when she did, her arm went over my ear and ooh, not good. it hurtt. i was like ahh the cartlage.

i'm thinking about quitting my job in about a month. i've been working there about 5-6 months. i never have time to do anything on weekends with anyone anymore. i wanted to go to the red airplanes concert, but couldn't because i had to work, of course. work pretty much takes up my life now.

i have the sinking feeling I'm going to LaMar, no matter what. Ehhh. I don't wanna. I know it's a "good school", I just want to go to UT in Tyler, but who knows. I'm being rather selfish really, because the major I want, LaMar is known for. So it may be a good thing that I just go there. But I talked to my parents and they said they are willing to let me go to UT if it's where I want to go. It all depends on my SAT scores. which, i've decided i hate standardized tests. not just the SAT, i just don't do good on standardized tests in general. my writing and reading skills are really good, it's my math score that i have to bring up. i wish i was "one of those people" who are blessed with being gifted in that subject and make straight A's without trying. I'm more of an English/History person.

today the Sarrines came to our church to visit. then, after church they ate lunch with us. I love them both. they're such sweet people.

today after church, i came home. cleaned house for my dad's mens' Bible study meeting with people from church at our house at 6. my room was a mess. well, i could see the floor, but my dresser had papers all over it and jewelery and make-up and cds thrown everywhere. it was lovely. after that, i finished getting ready, left around 4:40 and went to work from 5-9. then came home and was soo tired. it's insane how many people actually want icecream in the cold weather. we had twenty people come in last night, literally. i counted. and they were all in there at one time. and i got one dollar from tips. thanks people. there were twenty of you and i get a dollar. i put one lady's icecream in a cone instead of a cup on accident. a little kid threw a fit because he couldn't have a bigger size cup. a girl told me my apron was  "on backwards." and i was thinking, honestly i really don't care. i mean, i was tired. i got there at 4 and closed at 10. and got home at 10:15 and had to still take a shower and read english and do other homework. then woke up five minutes later to realize i had something else due. i went to sleep at 1:00 that night. at first, when everyone came in all at once, i was like ahhh why don't half of you go to marble slab or coldstone? and it was just me and my co-worker Deanna, who's really nice. I like working with her. later after everyone left the store, she called in an order from buffalo wild wings. i hadn't eaten all day. chicken had never tasted so good. it was 7-ish and so i was starvving by then.

today after church i drove home and when i got a little over halfway into my addition, mo asks if she can drive. so, i'm sittin in the car and i pull over and park, and let her drive the rest of the way home. she was like "are you serious?" she's good too, didn't kill us or run into a tree or anything. she was really good at the brakes. i remember when i first started i had a hard time getting used to the brake. she's gonna be a safe little driver after all.

good news. good news. i bought three new cds. i bought a rap cd. hahahahaha. i've been on a rap kick lately. it's quite funny. i bought the t.i. cd. "i like my beat down low, down low, down low... i like my top lean back, lean back, lean back..." haha. them asian gangsta skillz, i tell ya. ohh and i bought gwen stefani's new cd. i love her. the third cd was a mary j. blige cd. which is okay, i like it, but not as much as the other two.

before that, i bought beyonce's new cd which i love love love. "let me upgrade you, flip a new page, introduce ya to some new things and upgrade you.." and i bought the new three days grace cd which i love as well.

i can't help it. i went on a cd craze and had a paycheck to spend it on.

oh, last week i was quite hyper. after bible, i leave on a-days and go home, so i went to starbucks and then barnes and noble. earlier that day at lunch i had a diet coke. diet coke+grande caramel frappuchino = 1 hyper asian. i was fine until i got home. then the sugar rush kicked in. and i started laughing, out of nothing. like for no reason. it was dead silent and i just burst into laughter. i swear i couldn't stop laughing for twenty minutes. my sister looked at me like i was crazy. and then, it ended. and i got a huge headache and had to take two advil and lie down. i always get headaches after i drink coffee. hmmm maybe it's a sign? nah, doubt it.

so that's my weekend in a nutshell. so this is my life: 1) school. 2)work. oh. and i still haven't finished my english yet. i haven't had time to stop and actually sit down and read and log. sigh. i'm really looking forward to shelley's. i need a time to chill and laugh and relax and be with friends again, everyone.

i love you guys. ~Song

all of my pics are finally downloaded!!!! so here are some from homecoming, worship team party, powder puff and senior day when the underclassmen had psat!!! i'll put more up later.

Seniors won!!!

Currently Listening Phobia (Chi) By Breaking Benjamin see related

okay so i've come to the conclusion that i miss xanga. no one ever comments or updates anymore though, anywho, i decided to update.

things that happened so far:

my 18th birthday party.

Powder Puff 06' ~Showstoppers! haha

halloween = a blast. so much fun.

homecoming!!!

I loved it. I could NOT believe we won hall decorations this year!!! hahaha. finally! we actually weren't disqualified, and no one said we "cheated" like every other year. haha. it was great.

I was so happy meagan got homecoming Queen. Danny was crowned King. I wanted everybody to win it this year. it was a hard choice. homecoming was awesome. i took lots of pictures. the dance was okay i guess. the art museum was really nice. afterward went to ashleys house and hung out. then josh took me home. and i went to sleep. the next morning i wake up sick. ugh. dont know how that happened. it could have just been the cold air that got to me. so i called in sick at work today.

Today all i did was stay at home, sleep, and watch movies. My dad ordered chinese take out since i was sick and i got some won-ton soup. yummm.

I've taken a LOT of pics with my new camera so i'll have to download them pretty soon. my gay computer isn't working though so it's taking time to download them all. i'll download them as soon as I can.

to all my friends~ i love you all and thanks for always stickin by me. homecoming was awesome!

This weekend was the best birthday weekend ever. I was a geisha girl. haha yeahh. and my mom kept calling me mulan the whole time. lol.I couldn’t have asked for a better, more perfect party. Everything went perfect. I had a blast. I hope you guys did too. Because it was nice to be able to relax and laugh and not care at all, not care about anything, like nothing mattered.

Friday night: There was a fire outside but we ended up staying inside the whole time. Clarissa, Charlie, Jordan, Danielle, Paige, and Sharon come over and watch movies. We watched Shallow Hal. I love that movie. (Danielle, I shall never forget your entrance, it was awesome ). Then, Megan and Ashley come over later from work and Shelley came from the game and Paige and they all spent the night. It was so much fun. We just acted like “normal” teenagers and cranked up music and danced until we eventually got tired and fell asleep around 2 a.m.

Saturday morning: My mom wakes up at 7 and goes to gym. Then she comes home and cooks breakfast at like 10:00 –when I wake up. It was so good. She made scrambled eggs, biscuits with gravy, and sausage. I’m not a breakfast person, but I eat when she makes breakfast.

Saturday night: Me and Kara go out to eat at Logan's since she couldn't make my party. We talked and had a nice time. It was nice to talk about the "old days of jr.high" and we laughed at some of the funny stuff from back then.

Today: I turned 18. I am officially an adult. (Whoops I forgot I gotta go renew my license dang it). Charlie calls to tell me happy birthday when I get home from work. Sharon texts my cell. Megs calls me at 9:00. I feel so loved. Thanks guys.

Then Charlie tells me to go look outside at the sunset and I couldn’t at the moment. But later I left the house to go out to eat with my family around 7:35 and I went outside to get in my car and it was the most beautiful, brightest orange sunset I’ve ever seen. It was amazing. I’ve never seen a sunset so orange.

Then I go out to eat with my family at Logan's... again but with my family. because i wanted to. so me and moriah are walking inside and this waiter and waitress are kind of staring at us, so i smile back ya know. so then we get inside and they see us looking for my parents (who reserved a table for us), and this guy comes up and is like "Are you Song?" and i was like "yes..." so we get to the table and all and after the meal, our waiter (who was really cute) got the waitstaff and asked me to stand up, so I do. And instead of singing the traditional "happy birthday" song they just said "yee-haw!" in a loud shout. hahaha it was greatt. and then one of the waiters gave me a sweettart. he goes "this is my contribution." haha i was like "aww thanks!" and then our waiter said "Happy Birthday Song." It makes a difference when someone you don't know tells you happy birthday with your name included. and he was really cute too.  moriah kept telling me the whole time he was "hitting" on me, but i was just like "i doubt it".

Then my aunt calls and tells me happy birthday and my mom later tells me that she told her that God painted the sky like that for my birthday. That made my day. Everything summed up did, but that really made my day.

Tomorrow: research project with group.

Then, my dad has four cameras picked out for me to choose from so I think I’m going camera-shopping tomorrow after I get off work. I’ve been dying for a new camera.

To all my friends~ It seems like it has been so long since I’ve been able to sit with you guys and just act crazy and talk about anything and laugh. It's been so long since I've been able to be in the company of good friends and just laugh. You guys are amazing. Truly, every one of you are.Thanks for always being by my side in a second, and for making this birthday the best. I love you guys so, so much and, I really mean that.

Currently Listening All the Right Reasons see related

- far away

so we're Seniors now... woohooo!!! I love the sound of that. i am lovin all of my classes, or most of them, kinda sucks that i'm in biology 1 my senior year all because my schedule in tenth grade was messed up, but oh well. everything's going good. and i'm actually kinda looking forward to the "harkness discussion" in english. i think it will be interesting.

i am i love with the song "far away" by nickelback. like literally, in love with it.

and i want to paint my car really really bad. you know, like write "Seniors" on the back windshield or something. only i don't know where to buy the car paint stuff, like what do you use? and it wouldn't really be "fun" doing it by myself, so.. yea. the first day of school when i pulled in the parking lot in the Senior section, meagan and danae were painting their cars like right before school. silly girls.

cashed my check today. wooo i gots lotsa money now.  haha.

edited: as of 8/21/06

i forgot to add from the post above that we got a new entertainment center in our living room!!! it is like freakishly huge too. it's dark wood and kinda brings out the dark wood in my living room that wasn't too noticeable before. sooo... when i have my birthday party next month everyone can come over and watch movies.  yes. last week was so my week. new entertainment center and new computer the week that school started. you could say i was excited.

and my phone is just about dead i believe. my poor phone. it's been through heck. i've dropped it about five trazillion times.  all of them on accident of course because i just wasn't flat out paying attention half the time. me and my attention span.

i need to take more pictures. last ones i took were from san antoinio. geez that was a while back. like what, july?

i'm so excited about this year. but at the same time i'm kinda sad. it's like this is our last year, our last first day of school, and last "last" day of school at the end of the year. last everything.

"I tell you, now is the time of God's favor, now is the day of salvation."

~2 Corinthians 6: 2

so let us make the most of every moment.